Chief. 20. California Bound. Living everyday at a time. Future Peace Corps volunteer. Enjoy Outdoors, Movies, Books, and Sigur Rós. I snore. Polaroid; Bby gurl Sally. Imagination is key. Travel to every continent in the world. ‘You had to be there’ Moments. Intelligent convos. Second Chances. Selfless. Content. Optimistic Wannabe. Where is my mind?
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Psychological Fact:
People who are fascinated by Serial Killers were rated 70 times more interesting conversationalists compared to those who are not.
^^ Thank god. I was beginning to think that this was something to be worried about.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me right now. My emotions are bipolar. The only sure thing about today is that the sun is going down and that means the day is almost over. You don’t know how satisfying this is for me.
My mom keeps catching me staring at her. She gives me funny faces in return. I’m actually taking mental images of her before she leaves. I’m doing this so I won’t miss her as much. I took another glance of her again. She asked why I keep staring at her. I replied with, ‘Because, I’ll miss you’.
I had one of the best dreams last night. It felt so real, so perfect. Once again, I try to force myself back to sleep; just so I could possibly change the ending of it.. but it doesn’t work for me. Maybe I just have to bring it to reality to see the ending that I need. I would tell you guys.. but I want to keep this one to myself.
So classes start tomorrow. Looking forward to it! I’m taking a Religion and a Humanity class, which sounds so exciting! As of right now, I’m only enrolled to two classes. Which is a big womp because I want to finish community college ASAP. I have a long way to go, but every step of the way counts! Hopefully I can get some of my required classes that I need for my AA Degree next semester. Anyway, I’m excited to learn more about different religions and about Humanity. I’m trying to broaden my interest about different cultures so these classes sound on point.
My birthday is coming up and I have yet decided what I want to do.
- San Francisco Zoo General Admission: $15.00
- Monteray Bay Aquarium General Admission: $29.95
- Sequioa & King’s Canyon National Park Camp or Lodging: $20 a night
- Yosemite National Park Sight seeing and Bike Rentals: $10.00 per hour
Basically thing’s I wanted to do this summer. I’m leaning towards S.F or Yosemite. I may hold on to the trips since my Birthday will be on Labor Day weekend. Also because of short notice. Maybe I’ll just have a small Birthday Dinner meanwhile.
I already have a thought of how my life would be in my mid 20’s. I’d like to imagine myself living in Venice Beach, in a Apartment Studio near the shore. I would have dozens of pictures all over my wall of places I’ve been to and artifacts of the places I’ve already traveled to. I’d have stacks of albums and scrapbooks of the people I have met through life or everyday travels of random places. There would be a dark mahogany leather couch with pillows from Mexico in the middle of my room. All my mugs would be different, along with my plates and utensils. My refrigerator would be covered with magnets of every place I have travel to. My book shelves would be covered with my favorite magazines and books of ancient history and different languages. I would spend my morning selling my handmade jewelry, pots, collages and paintings. On the afternoons I’d volunteer at a local pottery store and teach children about the art of ceramics. By night I would casually meet up with a few friends and go to a bar. At the bar, the man would know my name and I’d say, ‘Hey Joe, whaaadaya know?’ We would have a few laughs and drinks until the bar closes. As we walk out, we see flyers of a local band playing across the street. We would walk over and watch the band play acoustic cover music of Iron & Wine. By the time the band ends, the sun would already be rising up. We would go to the beach and watch the sunrise together. And when everyone is about to fall asleep, we decide to leave our separate ways and go home. I would sleepily head to my apartment, light a candle, close my curtains and fall asleep.
That would be a dream.
Since I’ve been younger I’ve always been a “People Pleaser”. When I say this, I mean a person that get’s out of the way for the greater good and to benefit others. If that makes any sense? Which I guess could be a good thing but at the same time it’s a characteristic of a pushover. There’s one thing to be nice and another from having people walking all over you. This has got to change.
